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Ever get scared or worried about something silly? I've been able to relate to so many of Kate Voegele's songs that right now her new song "I Couldn't Save You" scares me... because I can imagine who "you" might be.

I don't ever want to give up on people, at least not anyone that is considered to be important to me right now (and probably for a while). It's the time in our lives when you really don't know how long you're going to be friends with someone. It's so easy for friendships to melt away. I mean, I understand, we're all busy with our own lives; I'm guilty of that, as everyone is. It seems like it'd be easy to believe that friends just come and go.

But I think that standing by someone and not giving up on them is one of the greatest thing you could do for someone. It's hard, because you don't want to cross the line and appear creepy or anything. And saying that you'll "always" be there for someone would even be a lie, because like I said, we all have our own lives to worry about and sometimes, you can't "always" be "there." There are things I wish I could do for certain people, but it's just not realistic. People don't always want to be saved by others. People just want to realize they can save themselves. I mean, I agree totally. I'm grateful when others help me, but it's something really meaningful when I'm able to fight away my own difficulties. Well, this gets complicated.

Ummmmmm... okay, so I stopped writing for a while and came back, and forgot what I was going to write. I'm sleepy. I woke up at 6 am today for work and now I'm super tired/sleepy.